My Krazy Kandies

My Tablet Pen

I found it.

Youngsters

Is it just me or is Dad getting slightly more immature as the days go by? He fights with Ricky and me. It’s absurd. I usually ignore him, but seriously. It’s pissing me off. I want to smack him; I don’t know why I haven’t yet. If he ever got close enough for me to hit him while snapping at me, I think I would hit him.

Long story short; Dad was snarling at Ricky, being spiteful to a twelve year old, and I told them both to stop acting like children. Ricky tells me to shut up, I shush him, and Dad yells at me to ‘stay out of it’. I tell him to act his age. He says “Well, why don’t you shut up?” and I repeat that he should act his age.

I know I’m in the wrong, but still. “Why don’t you shut up?” What the fuck kind of come back is that? I used that when I was eight and fighting with Natalie.

I haven’t updated in a while, but then again, there hasn’t really been anything to tell you, other than that I got a 95% in Global Studies and a 81% in Biology. Don’t know the rest of my grades yet.

Other than that, I’m kinda still subtly falling to pieces. I barely notice it myself, but I am going there. This is utter bullshit. I hate myself. Well, at least I’ve got good music to listen to.

Some Pictures That I Mutilated

I had a good old time in CompuPic Pro last night, and I felt like sharing. You should look and be amazed.

Nightvision:

Ghastly:

Old Photo:

Pretty neat, right? Well, I thought so anyway. I enjoyed making these, and you can probably find more pics like this if you look in my Icons folder or my Other folder, which are both in my Pictures Folder, under Backup. Well, that’s it for tonight, folks. By the way, I’m gonna be sick tomorrow… just thought I should tell you!

WANT

I am feeling a little bratty right now. I WANT THESE BOOKS!

This one

And this one

By the way, I thought I should just let everyone know; I fucking HATE WordPress. It lags like a BITCH, and my shitty computer can barely handle it, P4 or not. I hate this stupid thing; they shouldn’t have updated it and made it all flashy and cool. Well, not flashy, but you know what I mean. Whatever; I hate this stupid thing. I’m gonna kill it.

Shut the FUCK UP ALREADY!!!

I am sick and tired of listening to you whine abut how much you love me and how badly you don’t want to lose me. I don’t know if you are talking from the bottom of your heart, or if you’re just being annoying, but I am absolutely FED UP with listening to your whining!
I’ve told you a dozen times that I broke up with you because I wasn’t in love with you, so why don’t you just give it a rest?! You are not dying! You are seventeen years old, and you have a whole entire LIFE ahead of you, so stop being so hung over about one freakin’ girl!
I knew that breaking up would be difficult, but you aren’t making it any easier. I’m about ready to either slit my own throat or beat the shit out of you!
You said that you don’t want to lose me, but if that’s true then you are going about this the entirely WRONG WAY. You are going to end up making me HATE you if you don’t stop with crying. You are supposed to be a man, not a freakin’ crybaby! I’m just a girl! There are billions of other’s in the world, so sit tight and WAIT for the right one to show up!
I don’t love you anymore! I only did for a couple of weeks, maybe months, okay!? It wasn’t “meant to be” and it wasn’t “true love!” It was just a crush! You are only 17, you shouldn’t even be trying to make those kinds of long-term relationships at your age! You didn’t really think that we would last forever, did you?
You are starting to piss me off, David, and I am not even kidding when I say that I am more than willing to shut you out. I don’t want to have to do that, but if you don’t stop, then I will have to. I’m already feeling like the biggest jerk ever: you don’t need to help!

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I’m a little bit frustrated with him. Just a little.