My Krazy Kandies

Ambiguity

May 26, 2009 on 7:56 pm | In Misery, Uncertainty | 1 Comment

I’ve got it here, right in my hand, but I don’t know what to do with it. Its just going to sit there and pulsate in my palm until I decide what I’m going to do to either get rid of it, or what I’m going to do to cultivate it. I probably need to learn a bit more about it first, but I want to get rid of it quickly. Its already succeeded to persuading me to do something that I didn’t especially want to do, and it’s making it difficult to sleep. I think about it so much that I’m stressing myself out and can’t sleep much at night anymore.
So, its still sitting in my hand, and its still pulsating in time with my heartbeat. But I don’t know what to do with it. Do i want to kick it as hard as I can and deny its existence like Ug would? Or do I want to keep it and examine it further, like I should? Or should I put it in my pocket and forget about it until the next time my hands get cold?
What am I going to do with this?