My Krazy Kandies

Remember, Realize, Relish in You and Me

David and I are going to get married someday; We have decided mutually on this. He is going to buy us engagement rings, and propose, and everything. He already has the approval of everyone on either side. My parents agree that he is sweet, cute, and amazing. His parents and family agree that I’m sweet, cute, and amazing. We agree that we couldn’t be more perfect for each other if we tried. I think that he is the perfect guy; he thinks that I am the perfect girl.
I just wanted to remember and relish in the beauty that I have managed to salvage out of my rather miserable life. Even in my darkest hours, I was able to find him, and I was able to get him.
He’s made me happy, something that I could never have achieved. He helped me to accept me for who i was. He was someone from the outside world that had hurt me so much. And he was the one who was able to bring me the most out of my life.
And he dedicated, and he’s faithful. I can see that in him better than I’ve seen in any other guy in my life. He loves me, and I love him. Its simple, but its strong. It’s one of the strongest emotions I’ve ever felt.
Sure, he can’t spell worth a damn, but I don’t mind. Spelling is the least of my worries, and it gives us laughs when I correct him.
Right now, I’m relishing in the happiness that I never thought I deserved. I always thought that I was a horrible person, but I guess David made me see that I wasn’t so bad. He gave me to understand that there wsa nothing I could do to make him abandon me. He let me know that, no matter what kind fo things troubled me, and no matter what kind of things I did, he would never let me take the burden alone.
He told me that he would always be there for me, and I believe him. Even though he is an outsider, even though he’s not a family member, and he’s not someone I’ve grown up with, I trust him more than I trust my own father.

The fact that I was able to open up my heart to him like I did, and the fact that I trust him so much is a big step for me. I don’t know if you understand how much hurt I went through, and how little I would allow myself to trust people. But somehow, he managed to worm his way into my heart, and fill a gap that I hadn’t even realized existed.
He is my everything.

“You have always deserved happiness, and a loving husband. I’m just glad that its me who makes you happy.” - The Reaper, David

Surprise Birthday

I didn’t realize that my birthday was coming up until yesterday, late afternoon. I’m a loser.

Anyway…

I’ve been really lonely lately, and I don’t really know why. I’ve been hanging out with Natalie like there’s no tomorrow, and I’ve been neglecting my duties.

My duties being, writing like I’m supposed to. I’m at a standstill with all of my stories, which is growing increasingly irritating. Eh, whatever.

By the way, has anyone else noticed that there are 2 million movies that are supposed to come out on Septmber 11th? I find that kind of hilarious. They’re almost all horror movies.

It’s really cold in my room. My feet are totally numb.

I’ve fallen in love with another couple of anime guys. Matthew(Canada), Yoo Song(Korea) and Ivan(Russia). They are all impeccably hot, and I love their personalities. I’ve fallen especially hard for Ivan, though. He is my favorite. I think that if you watched Hetalia: Axis Powers / Axis Powers Hetalia(they are the same, but people put the words in differentiating orders. Its very frustrating), then I think you’d come to appreciate Russia for his character as well. Not only is he adorable, he’s completely crazy.

There is a slight possibility that I will be getting a yukata. This one, to be exact:

Right Here

I think that its utterly gorgeous.

Anyway, I suppose its a hopefully happy birthday to me. Blah.

Even More Cuteness

The Reaper(10:51 AM 8/28): D: i had a bad dream and you no loved me no more D:
The Reaper(10:51 AM 8/28): but i knows chu loves me
The Reaper(10:52 AM 8/28): least i hope
The Reaper(10:52 AM 8/28): o.o
The Reaper(11:05 AM 8/28): i hope you is ok… D: i worry alot

The Reaper is David(BF), by the way. He is adorable.

Conversation Snippets Between Me and David(BF)

A couple conversation snippets between me and David:
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:26:57 PM): Actually, you have no clue. She is completely self conscious and everything.
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:27:03 PM): She hates herself. Its sad.
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:27:05 PM): D:
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:27:28 PM): -.O ima need to change that when im there
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:27:52 PM):
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:28:09 PM): I’m glad that you like Gina. ^.^ Becuase she likes you too. She thinks your adorable.
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:28:37 PM): Yippy
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:28:40 PM): ^.^
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:28:55 PM): I love you, David~
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:29:04 PM): i loves chu to..
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:29:45 PM): Mama says you should ask me again after we graduate college.
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:30:23 PM):Â will do
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:30:33 PM): Just don’t forgot.
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:30:58 PM): how can i forget
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:31:00 PM): hehe
…..
August 1st
(My status says: For the rest of my life, I commit to you.)

The Reaper: to me?
The Reaper: @_@
DemonKimmie: to you. :3
The Reaper:
DemonKimmie: ^.^
The Reaper: i commit to you… to
DemonKimmie: yay
The Reaper: so is that a yes to my merrage praposl?
The Reaper: @_@
The Reaper:
DemonKimmie: *proposal
DemonKimmie: and yes. yes it is.
The Reaper: >.>

The Reaper:Â i love chu…
The Reaper:Â
DemonKimmie: I love chu tu~Â
The Reaper: ^-^
DemonKimmie: <3

…………………………………………………

Technically, doesn’t that make me engaged? I’m a happy person right now.

Kimmie has Creative

So, a few days ago, I had these sudden lovey-dovey poem like things come to mind, and I think that they’re really cute. So, I decided it would be pretty cool to share them with you folks so I can get some feedback. I love the, personally, and I hope you do to.

Lets fall in the snow and laugh at the cold, pretending it’ll never end. We can play in the leaves and never forget. We’ll plant some flowers and watch them grow. Together, we can run through the summer rain, and jump in the puddles and laugh. Lets pretend this will never end, because there’s still time for one more kiss.

That’s the first one.

Lets fly higher than the sky, lets laugh like it never happened. Lets dance until the sun rises and play like we’re children. It doesn’t matter anymore because you’re all I ever needed, and you’re all I ever wanted. I’ll always be here for you, and you better be there for me. We’ll dance in the rain, play in the snow, and run through the leaves of autumn. We’ll swim through the rights and wrongs and laugh through the good and bad. Nothing can slow us down, ’cause baby, we’re in love.

~~~ Weeee ~~~

They’re alot alike, I know, but they’re still really good, right? I’m proud of myself for spewing forth such lovely works. On that note, I suppose I should tell you about what happened that I found out about today in school.

David Gross, my boyfriend, is suspended. He beat up a kid named Billy Caiati. Do you want to know why?

Billy insulted me. Right to David’s face. He was talking shit about me behind my back and to David. Both of these are stupid moves. You don’t spread rumors about Kimmie. First of all, Kimmie has backup gear,(ahem, Gina, Kasedy, David, and a few others…). Second mistake is that he said all of this to David. Not to a friend. To David. To my boyfriend, David.

So, David flipped shit on Billy. According to him, he grabbed Billy by the throat and punched his ugly face in. I have already told him that he is Gina’s hero and that I love him forever. I don’t know the percentage of guys who stick up for their girlfriends, but I don’t care. David loves me, and personally, I don’t think he had to go that far to prove it. I appreciate it though. Its nice to know that there’s someone outside my family who truly loves me.