The Worst Person In The Whole World

March 27, 2010 on 6:46 pm | In Anger, I Don't Know - Nothing, Love, Misery | 1 Comment

It has to be me.

So, I send David an email a little while ago, telling him that I was cutting off all ties because I didn’t want to hurt him anymore than I knew I already had.

I deserve to die. And don’t even TRY to tell me otherwise, because we all know its true at this point. No, actually, you lot of idiots should’ve realized that I deserved to die when I was about six or seven.

I think I’m going to skip school for about a week.

1 Comment

  1. :( I don’t think you deserve to die. I’d be very sad.

    Hon, you’re not perfect. And trust me, if anyone’s a loser for doing that whole heart break thing, it’s me. You did it to David. I did that to Nate, Another, TJ, Shawn, and even Bhoff, not to mention a couple of other people whom I can’t remember the names of. Yea, I’m horrible.

    It’s *okay*. It’s really hard to understand your own feelings when you’ve never truly experienced them before. It’s hard to tell if you like someone, and it’s especially hard to read your feelings when they like you back. You’re not a bad person my dear. You’re just young.

    If you’re anything like me, you’ll make this mistake at least 5 more times -_- And don’t worry. David will grow up (at least he better, else I might castrate him). Life goes on. Even now, I have trouble figuring out my feelings for guys (with the exception of Steve, of course).

    Take Dale, for example. I thought I liked him, and I was ridiculously close to actually making it official, but I realized I didn’t like him that way. You remember, I assume. And I have these kinds of uncertainties *all the time*. Actually, I’m having a bit of one right now.

    So don’t beat yourself up for what happened. I can guarantee that the majority of girls, and yes boys (Steve did it to me when I went out with him, after all) do it too. It happens.

    I lovers you :3

    Comment by G — March 28, 2010 #

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