Ex Nihilo

Even More Cuteness

The Reaper(10:51 AM 8/28): D: i had a bad dream and you no loved me no more D:
The Reaper(10:51 AM 8/28): but i knows chu loves me
The Reaper(10:52 AM 8/28): least i hope
The Reaper(10:52 AM 8/28): o.o
The Reaper(11:05 AM 8/28): i hope you is ok… D: i worry alot

The Reaper is David(BF), by the way. He is adorable.

I Hope You Aren’t Expecting An Apology – Sister Post

I’m writing this at the same time that Gina is writing her post, so nothing in this should quote her’s. This is my personal view on what happened earlier regarding dad yelling at Gina for ‘being a parent.’

First of all, Gina wasn’t acting like a parent, idiot. She was acting like a concerned big sister, and you have absolutely no right to tell her not to be a  concerned big sister. You and mom both constantly yell at me and Gina for being mean to Ricky, and yet, for some awfully strange, unforeseen reason, you, Dad, feel like you have the right… no, you seem to have the nerve to tell Gina that she was butting in?

If you’re going to play it like that, then you were butting in too, because this little bike affair was none of your business either. It was completely Ricky’s business. You shouldn’t have said anything either Dad, because you weren’t directly involved. Being able to hear it out your window doesn’t mean that it concerns you.

Don’t try to be anyone’s father after you’ve been ignoring us for the past eight years. More specifically, don’t try to act like Ricky’s father after you’ve been ignoring him for eight years. No, make that twelve years. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you show an ounce of affection for either of your boys, even though they look up to you more than me and Gina ever will.

We’re not ganging up on you. This is me talking from my perspective. Gina didn’t con me into this and I’m not being biased. I haven’t liked you at all in a long time, and most certainly haven’t respected you. But that doesn’t mean that I’m just agreeing with Gina because I don’t like you. I’m agreeing with Gina because she’s right and you are wrong. I’m sorry to have to break the news to you, but I’m still smart enough to be able to tell when you’re just being a douche and Gina’s getting angry.

Oh, yes, there was one more thing I wanted to mention. It’s a little bit… well, okay, its completely off topic, but I still wanted to mention it. No, I’m not going to listen to any crap about how you’re trying. I don’t even give a damn anymore.

Stop pretending that you’re concerned about me. I’m just about sick and tired of you constantly saying that “You’re worried about me” and that “If I need to rant, I can just come to you,” Because I know that it’s not true. If I tried ranting to you about you then you would get defensive. And don’t tell me that you won’t because you will. Besides that, you don’t even know what the hell I need, so shut up! I don’t need to rant! I don’t need to yell! What I need is something that you can’t give, never will, and never did! I don’t need you’re help, I’ll fix my damn problems on my own, so stay out my way!

Conversation Snippets Between Me and David(BF)

A couple conversation snippets between me and David:
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:26:57 PM): Actually, you have no clue. She is completely self conscious and everything.
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:27:03 PM): She hates herself. Its sad.
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:27:05 PM): D:
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:27:28 PM): -.O ima need to change that when im there
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:27:52 PM):
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:28:09 PM): I’m glad that you like Gina. ^.^ Becuase she likes you too. She thinks your adorable.
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:28:37 PM): Yippy
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:28:40 PM): ^.^
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:28:55 PM): I love you, David~
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:29:04 PM): i loves chu to..
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:29:45 PM): Mama says you should ask me again after we graduate college.
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:30:23 PM):  will do
DemonKimmie (7/31/2009 10:30:33 PM): Just don’t forgot.
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:30:58 PM): how can i forget
The Reaper (7/31/2009 10:31:00 PM): hehe
…..
August 1st
(My status says: For the rest of my life, I commit to you.)

The Reaper: to me?
The Reaper: @_@
DemonKimmie: to you. :3
The Reaper:
DemonKimmie: ^.^
The Reaper: i commit to you… to
DemonKimmie: yay
The Reaper: so is that a yes to my merrage praposl?
The Reaper: @_@
The Reaper:
DemonKimmie: *proposal
DemonKimmie: and yes. yes it is.
The Reaper: >.>

The Reaper:  i love chu…
The Reaper: 
DemonKimmie: I love chu tu~ 
The Reaper: ^-^
DemonKimmie: <3

…………………………………………………

Technically, doesn’t that make me engaged? I’m a happy person right now.