Dreaming of a White Christmas

December 24, 2008 on 10:23 pm | In Stuff | 2 Comments

Well, this is it. The year is coming to an end. People are starting fresh of a new page in their book of life. Me? Well, I’m doing nothing. I’m just going to kip a line and go on to my new paragraph. Because I’m not really starting anything new. This is the same life, the same house, the same family, the same friends, the same everything. Nothing has changed except for the date. The only thing I’m going to do this year is resolve to remember that it isn’t 2008 anymore.

2009, huh? Sounds interesting. We have a new president, that’s good. Maybe things will change now, whether it be for the best or for the worst. I wonder, I really wonder, if anything will really… change. Because nothing has really changed at all in the past several years, so I can’t help but wonder if this year will be different. I wonder if maybe I’ll lose the love of my life, but find someone new. I wonder if Gina will find her true love, and be happy. I wonder if mama will be able to keep this family together. There are so many things, good and bad, that could happen, might happen, and maybe even will happen.

In a weird way, I’m excited. but at the same time, I’m depressed, and afraid of this new year. What if something truly terrible happens? What if I can’t handle something? I try not to think about it, but it keeps coming back…

I will try to keep myself jolly at least until the post-Christmas depression starts to kick in.

I hope you all have a merry Christmas.

MERI KURISUMASU, MINNA-SAN!

2 Comments

  1. There’s no point in worrying about things that may or may not happen. You live life the best way you can, and take it as it comes. I mean, come on; everyone’s talking about how the world’s going to end come 2012. What else can we do? Live while we can, enjoy ourselves. Take the time you have and do as much as you can with it, otherwise, you’ll regret it after death ^_^

    Comment by G — December 24, 2008 #

  2. Hey, ya know what? How about maybe thinking about what kinds of changes you’d LIKE to see happen and then making them happen. I don’t mean stuff you have no control over. You can’t do anything about that, obviously. But there is stuff that you can do something about. It doesn’t even have to be anything gigantic. Small things can sometimes make a big difference. All you have to do is decide to do sometime about it.

    Comment by Me — December 25, 2008 #

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