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Show Me Love

October 10, 2008 on 1:35 pm | In Art, Stuff | 3 Comments

Show Me Love – Tatu

I don’t think I even told you this but… I have a crush.

His name is David Gross. He’s funny, he’s cute, he’s funny, he’s intelligent,and he’s funny. And I think he likes me.

We hug often, like, whenever we part ways, whether it’s him going to class, or him going home. The other day, he stuck a chip partial way into his mouth, and looked at me, wiggled the chip, and said, “Get the chip.” I almost did too, but the Mrs. Bodo called us and told us that we needed to get to class.

I was so pissed. That had been like… the perfect opportunity and excuse to make out with him over salty chips. Also, tortilla chips are fucking delicious.

Also, at the end of the day on Wednesday, I hugged him goodbye, and he actually picked me up, and started walking.

He says: Okay, I’m taking you with me.

Me: Nuu~ I have to go home, too~

So he put me down, and hugged me again, and left to get on the bus. He lives in Hancock, and I live in Sidney. Totally not fair. I need to get his address so I can drag him over here.

He’s also a really good artist. I have one of his pictures, in case you want to see it.

But seriously, me and David flirt so much, its hilarious. Mama says that flirting is a sign of maturity, so I’m proud of myself.

For me to be in love with someone this much is really saying something. I haven’t had a crush this big since John Marshall left for Georgia. And I actually got over John. I don’t miss him anymore. But like, its been two days since I last saw David, and I miss him already.

I’m kinda happy that I’m in love though… It’s a step; Natalie says that, if he returns my feelings, he might break me out of my shell, even if it is just a little bit. That would make my life. Not just my day, but my entire life. When I’m around David, I feel so alive, and so much like myself. I feel like I’m not pretending, but like I’m at home, and I can be that same Kimmie that you see day to day. But at the same time, I’m so shy around him… no, not shy. Nervous. Scared. I’m worried that if I say the wrong thing, I’ll completely turn him off from me, and creep him out. So I don’t really talk much around him, but when I do, we have awesome conversation that last about five sentences. Not really, our conversations can last pretty long, but we’re both really quiet, so we don’t really interact verbally very much. I sit with him at lunch, and he sit relatively close to me during homeroom periods, and we talk a little bit. And he likes going through my bag as well.

Recently, he stopped doing that, but he used to, and that’s all that really counts, right? Well, I guess that’s it for now, but Pathetically In Love Kimmie will get back to you if there are any development.

Lovey Dovey NYASH!
Kimmie~