Like I said before, it doesn’t make you a masochist. If you were, then if I were to slap you across the face, you’d like it. You’re not a masochist. Like I said before, you’re addicted to cutting. And like I said before one day, it’s possible to get addicted to that.

I just read this. Honestly, I’m not angry with you. But I’m going to tell you, judging from everything you’ve said here, I think you really are addicted to cutting yourself.

There are 4 universal signs/stages of addiction; loss of control, obsessive/compulsive, denial, and negative consequences. So far, I believe you’ve actually exhibited all four

*sigh* I do understand that you’ve been through so much for someone your age. I also do understand that pain gives you a kind of release from intense emotions. And I guess that you may still be angry because of what happened in elementary school is giving you the drive, the craving to cut even more. I really think you’re addicted to cutting Kimmie. You do need help (I’m not saying you’re insane), and I really wish I could. Please, if you have any idea how I can help you either fend off your cravings or help you stop cutting, then LET ME KNOW!!! I don’t want to stand aside and watch this destroy you (because every addiction, no matter what it is, is bad for you). I suppose I’ll have to talk to you about it when you come back. *sigh* This comment of mine probably isn’t going to make you happy at all…..