Innocence with Bloody Hands

LOL it’s too hot

August 3, 2007 on 12:39 pm | In Sisters, Stuff |

Yeah, that’s no REALLY why I posted though. I just needed to get rid of that last post. It’s was…old. Anyways, yeah, nothings really been happening the past few days. Except for the fact that’s WAY TOO FREAKIN’ HOT!!!!

I’m gonna DIE! It’s way too outside and inside! My room is on the side of where the afternoon is. The HOTTEST sun of the day. I love it. (lol, NOT.) Anyways, I’m not doing anything. I’m bored. And listening to music…. I need a LIFE! And a JOB! And a few other things, namely a tablet, which I’m to stupid to save up for. (LOSER!) STFU! Anyways, Akari says that’s she’s going to steal me. When she gets a car.I’m having a little hiatus trip from quizilla. It’ll probably end today though.

MY ARMPITS ARE DRIPPING WITH SWEAT. (<Not an expression)

EW!!!!!!

Oh yeah, DEREK FOUND MY BOOKS O’ QUOTES! I’m so happy I could cry! Almost litterally!

Anyways, I have blog updates I want to make. Seriously. No jokes here.

Change #1.) I want a seperate page in which I can hide my stories. (all of them) It’ll be labeled ‘FanFiction: Beware’. And the actual page will have a list of all the stories, and they’ll be seperated by series and Fangenre. Like, you clickon the link to the fanfics, and then there’ll be a list of which series you can go by. Like this:

Series

Naruto

Fruits Basket

Inuyasha

DragonBall Z

Crossover

Juust for an example. I don’t have any Fruits basket or DBZ stories…(yet) |lol|

Anyways, Then you’d click on the Fangenre you wanted. Which would look like this:

Naruto Stories:

Yaoi

OC

Crack

Drabble

OC-less

For the record, OC stand for Original Character. meaning it doesn’t belong anyone else except me. And you’d pick the one you wanted. And even after you picked that, it’d still be organized!

Like So:

Yaoi Hard Yaoi Shounen Ai

Story Story Story
Story Story Story

I’m likin’ this so far. Anyways, The rated NC-17 or R rated would have a warning! You click on the stroy, and you’d come to a page with the warning on it. And this would be the warning:

Okay, to start things off, this chapter, like probably all of the other chapters in my story, is rated AT least NC-17. That means, it you find graphic material offensive or disturbing, then DON’T BOTHER READING IT. I don’t wanna deal with people who have problems with my story because they don’t bother to read this stupid warning.

You have been warned.

Gina originally wrote that for me, but it’s still cool. ^.^

That’ll be the warning, and if the person still wants to go on, then the ‘You have been warned’ part is actually a link, and they click on it to go on. Any the stories of my have chapters. so if you read the story, then the first part will have, (at the bottom and top) a ‘Next Page’ link thing. SO, because my yaoi story is actually four chapters, there would be a link at the bottom and top that looks like this:

Previous Chapter Previous Page Next Page Next Chapter

It’d be like that. And if there WEREN’T chapters, then the Chapter bit just wouldn’t be blue. It’d be black.Cool huh? Okay, I THINK..yeah. That’s it.

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Change #2.) I want a new theme. And I want it to be black and red and gray and other dark evil colors. Mainly black and red. YAY! I hope you think the idea is cool. I do. I wanna let everyone read mah stories!

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BY THE WAY, did I mention that GIna’s leaving in about three weeks, I need to finish my laundry, I still miss John, I’m worried about John School, I think I really was in love with John, I didn’t get ANY sleep last night, I’m afraid the John will get smashing in by a hiurricane, I ‘m worried that something will happen to John Gina while she’s at college, All I can think about is Gina and John, school is starting soon.

And then below is a list of EVERYTHING I have automatic thoughts abut, and the automatics thoughts.

John:

I’m never gonna see him, what if something happens to him while I don’t know where he is? What if a hurricane hits him? What if he’s lonely? What if I never get to talk to him again? I really loved him too. I miss him so much.

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Gina:

She’s GOING TO COLLEGE. What if something happens while she’s there(rape, shooting, bullying, I dunno)? Rhat if she’s killed? What if she never comes back? What if she end up hating me right before she leaves and never speaks to me again? What if I never get to see her again? What if it was all for nothing?

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School:

What if I end up in Mrs.Delucia’s class? What if I fail? What if I disappoint Mama? What if everything just sucks? What if I fail? What if something horrible happens? What it doesn’t work out? What if I don’t fit anywhere? What if I end up being hated? What if I screw? What if something happens? What I end being all alone? What if no one understands me(Kimmie’s greatest fear: Not being understood by anyone, being misunderstood and all alone forever)? What if no one CAN help me?

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Things involving Summer:

What if there’s IS another flood? *thoughts: what will I bring?*makes a list**

And there you have it folks. I’m a bit paranoid. LOL.